You used to live right next door; We played games until nightfall, My favourite was volleyball. I strived, long and hard, to score - Spike my heart over the fence And ground it on your side. Though time and again I tried, I could not break your defence: Every ball I served, with hope, You slammed back without remorse. Where did you find such force? While I could barely cope, Your mind was always elsewhere And you left without a word My heart, beating, in the dirt, Of the stakes lost unaware. It is now long in the past, You remember it no more; Life has better things in store Than the sight of me downcast. To the house where you resided Others moved in I can't recall; I thought only what would befall Our game which, though lopsided, Was never pronounced over. Now forever unresolved, My heart's dream with it dissolved. Shouldn't I win by walkover? It's all right, I understand. These things happen constantly. I accepted reluctantly That things not always go as planned. How can I, though, leave it behind, When you haven't returned my ball? Denied this courtesy so small, Affection I will never find. Instead, right in front of my eyes, You left it, spurned in disrespect, For a garbage truck to collect. There, on a garbage heap it lies, Between a used pregnancy test And a rotten banana peel, While my wound will never heal - This great, aching void in my chest. Helpless, in mood elegiac, I stare through the rusting railing Where I used to see you smiling. All I want is my heart back...